Eccendentesiast

Every morning i wake up,

And every night i go to sleep.

But there is one thing that remains unchanged

My smile…..

No matter how much I have suffered,

no matter if there is a new cut on my wrist,

But one thing that remains unchanged is

My smile….

I’ve mastered the ways of breaking my own heart

And everyday is a battle between me and myself.

But one thing that remains unchanged is

My smile…..

I am in love with my nightmare

Thought of you in my head creating war-zone

I still wear a necklace with a mizpah pendent on it..

But one thing that remains unchanged is

My smile…..

I’ve lost so much and gained so little,

I always laugh and smile..

I know I am living a lie..

But whenever I try to feel..

All I feel is pain

But my smile, Oh! my smile it remains constant..

 

Yea, I am an eccendentesiast …..